okay, so this pisses me off.....i went snowboarding the other day for the first time, and i sprained my wrist....im out of hockey for this week, and possibly next week...this week, i dont mind cuz we dont have any big games, but next week we have a huge game against lewiston, and last time we played them we lost 10-2....so i absolutley cannot miss next week, but if the trainer keeps me on restriction, im gonna have to miss it....pray for me to get better in time for the big game......updates later

so, this poem is called "Inner Demon"...i was listening to Welcome to the Black Parade by My Chemical Romance, and one of the lines was like "will you still fight them, your inner demons" and from that i got the title for this poem....its one of my more depressing ones, but i hope you like it....ill post more later

Attacking and eating,

From the inside out.

Destroying everything

It can get a hold on,

Life,

And soul.

A hole that's growing,

Known only to one person...

you.

Groping its way,

Through your every vein

Until it controls you,

And your every word.

Slowly killing you,

Tormenting and taunting

Its spiteful sweetness

Lives to destroy.

You want to know what it is, don't you?

Everyone does, and everyone has their own

Inner Demon.

Hey, whats up everyone...i am soo excited about this new blog and i hope i can make some new friends through this...Just a little background info, i am a bitch if you're one first, i have been through a lot of shit that very few people know about...i tend to be blond on occasion, and i love playing guys sports...i am proud of being the only girl on the hockey team, i also play lacrosse, and baseball in the summer with my friends....i enjoy doing random stuff, and i don't care if you don't like me....that is YOUR problem....well, since i have said all that....um...i dont know what else to say.....oh, im not cheap, despite the fact that some certain male chauvanistic pigs think, just because i have big boobs, does not mean i will do anything...i am very happy with my body, and i try to flaunt it without looking like a cheap hoar, but it isnt easy...however, i dont dress like some girls in my school that show off stuff that they dont have, and will probably do you for free....in short, im a woman and proud of it, i play guys sports and i dont care if you hate me (ill just laugh in your face) i never lose a fight....i love my sweetie....and i guess i will talk to all of you later..peace out